I'm just different.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
sigh..i feel extremely upset that by voicing out my marking load, it created such coldness. am i wrong in asking? why am i always given more to mark? what if i cant complete my marking? his 2 classes = 1 class of mine leh..this kind of distribution fair meh? aiyoh...i din not expect to increase anyone's workload but just want thgs to be done more fairly..why take it so adversly? anyway, as long as my work load is not any lesser, i dont think im in the wrong altho now it seems so. sian. so everyone shd just be quiet and accept whatever they are given? and that will define a good worker? sorry not my type. sigh...msg also dont want to reply..why this kind of attitude?no mood to do my tmas..no mood to think of my lesson obv, no mood to buy ling's present. wasted time and energy feeling upset and all. luckily, mickey turned my day around and made me feel better :) thks dear!fed mouse and watched them slp, run and eat...so cute my mouse!bought tickets for mum to watch money not enough 2 which was a very touching show, teared a few times during the show and felt very related to the show. prob didnt see this side of the society before so the show was an eye opener for me, it just shocked me how much we cld disappoint our family members at times. got champ for netball over the wkend at the sports day! *clap clap* eleanor and janet ng really played well and i tot we shd come toget more often to train, in the name of fitness!! twinnie, you shd try netball again, doesnt matter the competitiveness, do it for gd health!not gg to hokkaido anymore, have switched luxury for more rational spending and anyway, its bangkok! so no prob for me at all! smtimes need to use the brain rather than the heart!anyway i dont agree that we dont have democracy in sg, we still have our rights to choose the more impt thgs,like our religion, our languages that we take, the values we learn in sch, above all, we still have a choice to vote for our government. i believe these thgs are more impt. and like what pastor said, "true freedom comes with boundaries". can you imagine if we dont have watch our speech, our mannerism, what kind of social probs will we face? if we dont fine pple who litter, spit, vandalise, what kind of filth will we be living in? i believe freedom in sg comes with the law and order, thats why we can live freely and safely here. cheers to sg! to me, its akin to how God treat us, we are free from bondages but we are still bound by commandments but God does that so that we are still able to watch ourselves and love others. so cheers to God too!aiyah dont know why la...just feel very down..
Sunshine ; Tuesday, August 19, 2008