Saturday, August 23, 2008
sometimes i wonder if im being too lazy...being too lenient on myself..i supp i can be more efficient and work harder, i thnk i can push myself harder but just want to give myself excuses to rest, to slack, its as if someone or something is responsible for my lethargy and im just taking revenge by wasting time..but i ask myself, "why do i need to push myself so hard? i deserve some break rite?" hence, i just go on my rest-pilgrimage, thinking that by resting more, ill work harder yet only the reverse is true, i just continue to rest, rest, rest until i so sian of rest, i become lethargic...there is never a finishing line to rest or a starting line to "ok lets move on"the truth is, while i resent my current attitude, i haven found a perfect time to make any changes yet..ah man..miss feeling and being princessy..
Sunshine ; Saturday, August 23, 2008
