Monday, September 15, 2008
it was a great weekend, the sermon on saturday was encouraging and i felt very motivated after that. pastor spoke abt divine love and tho its not new and we all know abt it but it spoke its way into my heart on saturday evening. everything in this universe was created out of love and this is becos our heavenly father loves us so much that he created everythg so lovely for us. if a relationship is not bound by God's love, it is unsustainable. God's love will let us look at another person with another perspective.if God loves me so much that he gave me so many beautiful thgs, i wonder why is it sometimes i hate myself so much? i have wasted too much time feeling down and out. though im tired cos of work and all but im still loved. i asked my class yest if they know that i love them, i expected them to say no but they shouted "yes we know..cos u teach us mah." i felt so touched and my efforts really are not wasted. i hope they will do even better next year under another teacher. i brought mooncake for them to eat..i think they love it cos they came back for 2nd round...hahahai love the pple around me. did well for first tma though it was rushed work but god is good...always rewarding me more than what i deserved. tmr is the interview, am excited and scared at the same time...hahah.life is too short to worry abt what others may think of me if i leave my current job..moreover they are pple whom i dont care at all..i want to pursue my dreams not pursue theirs so am not gg to be bothered if i really need to leave in nov. life without riches is poor, life without dreams is empty.
Sunshine ; Monday, September 15, 2008