I'm just different.
Friday, October 03, 2008
p erupted the news to the mt depart today which i didnt expect and she actually wanted me to share what i am going to do and i was like....ok....hmm...i am going to japan and yah...joining a japanese retail company.
the in-conversation was fruitful for some of us but hear and eye opener for me. i just cant understand how pple can teach for so many years can utter such ridiculous stuff. no lsp? does he knows what is he talkin abt? lsp is not beneficial? u can only see the few students we have but do u understand the hard work we put in? how can u scrap lsp? how can u pretend that there arent no weak students at all? i look at how u teach ah, i cant imagine if u take my lsp class, i think they will get demoted to em3. not being judgemental here but i just think u need to use yr brains before you make such big statements.
ok neh drafted a timeline for me and i realised how little time i have..the packing alone shd be enuff to wipe me out. oh well..if god has ironed out eveything for me up to here, i think there shdnt be any prob. i just need to stay focused and do what i need to do. rem, my priority is the students, must not let them down.
i guess ill miss teaching, though my lsp burst my blood vessels but i can see that they are trying very hard, well at least for some of them and i love them a lot. i wish that whoever is teaching them next year will love them just as much or love them more and do the things that i wasnt able to do with them this year.
会有人舍不得我吗？其实自己也没为别人做些什么...i told neh that he is prob the only one cos only he feels that im impt to him. 有时候，不觉感到自己在别人的生命里是可有可无的，很痛心吧，但是能怎样呢？learn to let go...
went for dinner with twinnie, it seems such a long time that we had twinnie time and we had "big"meal hahahah and i love the chicken!! so nice..for once, twinnie ate fresh crunchy lettuce..woohooo..
must treasure the time i have with my loved ones..
Sunshine ; Friday, October 03, 2008