Thursday, October 23, 2008
went to buy a pillow and bedsheets yesterday then a sudden realisation that im going somewhere far surged yet again. so much so that i need to get extra pillow and bedsheets!feeling a bit lost these days, dont know what to do when im not wang laoshi anymore. dont know how to clear my table, how to pack my clothes, how to pack my luggage, dont know how to feel right now. its this period that i feel quite vacuumed now...esp so when i went shopping without mickey yesterday, i suddenly feel very lonely. imagine next time it wont be just a call away...maybe i shd just thk god that its only 2 months! not 2 years! thks to joy's and yihui's mums that i feel that i have somehow made some difference to their child's lives. i feel encouraged that they want me to tutor their kids. its a kind of affirmation.got a letter from twinnie this morning which warms my heart in this cold morning and i really thank god for such a twinnie as i wouldnt have survived without her support and encouragement, the meals she supplies me with, the love she gives me. whatever she has done for me is so much more than i have given. thks twinnie, altho im a bit sad that you wont be coming but its ok..maybe i wont cry so much then! thks for all you have done for me and i love you!
Sunshine ; Thursday, October 23, 2008
