Tuesday, December 09, 2008
i have so many thgs in my mind now aft the review this afternoon. for the first time, i had almost an hour tok with kj n the more he said he is sure of his choice now, the more worried i am, the more careful i am with the thgs i say. he caught hold of my weakness, he asked me how am i gg to cope with mistakes? thats my fatal part. mistakes are intolerable but how am i gg to ctrl myself from breaking down? if i make a huge mistake, what am i gg to do to prevent myself frm breaking down?im so afraid to say the wrong thgs now..i ctrl myself today, i was so close to asking him but i didnt, i dunno if i made the rite choice..i hope so cos i was reminded to be focused. i was looking forward to the end but now that its getting nearer, my nerves are also getting tighter..will i be too disappointed when its not me..i think i will..
Sunshine ; Tuesday, December 09, 2008
