I'm just different.

Monday, December 08, 2008

that's the love of God

what makes God take so much care to make creation glow?
He could have make it black and white and we would have never known
and what makes God send Jesus to die on calvary?
of cos it was this joyous thing, i feel inside of me

that's the love of God, its neverending
that's the love of God, always forgiving
He's always there, He never fails
all He will do, is love forever
and He loves to share it, that's the love of God

it change a family, it's already changed the world
when Jesus brings it to our hearts, heaven's banner is unfold
and when you start to share it, in its precious....(cant catch the word)
you're glad to see your view of life, will never be the same

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miss listening to Girlie singing this in church..miss dancing, miss serving in church during wkends,miss the smell of nissi room, miss stepping into church, miss wearing my ballet attire, miss having ballet trgn...miss worshipping God together with the entire ministry on stage.

now i realise hw irritating it gets when a person is simply blatantly blunt. keeps blabbering abt hw her-supposedly great achievements, abt playing netball, for like 4 years? bt being captain and supporting herself thru uni days and hw she only aims for high-flyer guys and how ugly her current bf is, i just asked her today, "mayb ur bf also thinks that u r ugly?" i mean, pls la..i wld think that u yrself would have to be someone with great personality or are also a high-flyer or you are miss universe then u can say such thgs rite?? what mks u think that pple who r high flyers will fall for you? do you reallly have what it takes? your success in life is measured by these thgs? high-salaried n gd looking bf, condo n car? is that what ur life is all abt?

tho i tok abt how i bully my mickey but at least i dun condescend him in front of my friends. i fu think u r so great, why dun u go run for some presidential campaign? maybe u can pit urself against eunice olsen for a start? since u think u have more brains and brawns than anyone else. for a nus grad who says words like "irregardless", "he very loved" instead of "he is very loving", pronounces "subtly" as "sub-tile-ly", "hierarchical" as "hierar-ker"..i wonder hw she pass her degree and studeid sociology and doesnt even knw how to be tactful..

for a 22-yr old, i can only say...immature.

pple oredi asked her to be careful with her words, she can imagine it to be a suggestion to play office politics..dunno whether to laugh or cry at her.

sigh..the flawed part of this entire japan adventure. immaturity. however, thanks to her, im beginning to have more control of my tongue.

Sunshine ; Monday, December 08, 2008