• im still adapting to office work and the office hours. the daily work i do is not that boring and monotonous but it is still somewhat boring..i just sit in the same seat from 9am to 7pm and the only escapade is the toilet. im used to walking here and there, dashing frm classrooms to classrooms and standing all day long instead of sitting all day long. well, thank god, these office days will be over soon when the store opens.

• i learnt a lot during the interview sessions. its been challenging to pick the best out of the grp that came and some pple we really give it to them cos of how they made us believe in them just based on first impressions. vice versa, some we just reject cos we dont buy their attitudes. pretty sad, i guess, but thats reality i suppose, whoever is more competent in selling themselves will nab a good buyer. first impressions really count. BUT, it could be wrong too. there are pple who are just good at talking and nothg else. plus, look at how twinnie, LH and best friend, HL both who did not have a gd impression of me, are now my twinnie and best friend hahhaha..well i guess im a snob at times, but who cares..haha

• met twinnie, kei n caleb last wk and felt great to see them! we catched up, they watched me gobbled the cake and after that mosquitoes fed on us and we were still talking. but i guess fatigue took over us, cos i felt that we were somehow talking just for the sake of talking, it felt a little different for me. anyhow i decided to have another gathering and aim at feeling better than the last one.

• i thank god and all those who have been praying for me when i was in japan, for your prayers have kept me going and god has been faithful to me. i wouldnt have been able to sustain myself during the trgn and attain this position by myself. Thank you all, for believing in me, more than i do.

though i did not expect but i know this is for the better and i accept it. i really want to learn as much as possible from my jap colleague who will be flying in and achieve the goals i have set for myself. its daunting but i want to try. i hope in april, i will be the first local store manager. and in the later part of the year, to run the biggest store in spore!

of cos, i want to be doesnt mean i can be..but i will def do my best. i know if this is not for me, god will lead me out.

i want to be the person whom i really am...