i dunno whats wrong with blogspot, or something wrong with my lappie...the window to blog looks weird, i cant even find my icons!! the fonts, the colours, the entire tool bar is gone!

i went to ballet under the stars last saturday, yeshhh..after my absence last year, it felt great to be there,watching ballet with my beloved. we packed lots of snacks, most of it went to my stomach which was prob why i was down with sore throat the next day :( beloved was not used to grabbing a seat publicly, so i let my bitchy side of me led the way. we walked right into the crowd and centre of the fort canning green and loudly claimed a small area "we sit here la!" in actual fact, the space was only worthy of one butt but we managed to squeeze our 2 butts in and unpacked our food. well..we were happy to be there at least we were not blocked! :) we enjoyed the performance a great deal but i was just much disgusted by the reactions of a girl to my right who cldnt help but kept looking in our direction. she laughed when the show was going on which i thought was super rude! she obviously didnt appreciate the time and effort devoted by the dancers and did some silly little gestures only worthy to be seen the zoo. she lied down just next to my bottle and i had the impulse to "accidentally" tipped my 1.25l bottle right on her face. she is just being a lousy audience..

anyway i had a haircut. tryin to get used to it tho.

i think i have been too unhappy..cos im always trying to get pple to be like me, to think like me and to work like me. sometimes, hmm..most of the times, i think its bettter not to be like me. i need to be more flexible. focus on solutions rather than problems.

i wonder if i will stay longer until i see the fruits of my labour or will history repeat itself again? i left before it happened.

sometimes i ask myself, do you really know what you want? how come others are always trying to make you believe that what they are doing for you is really what you want for yourself? do we all know what we really want or we are just trying to mould myself into someone whom our society or our organisation wants?

this is what i want to do next week;

eat healthy.
prepare lunchbox for myself.
meet up with my gfs.
adore my new haircut.
be more thrifty.
dont harp on nitty gritty stuff.
go watch sing-dollar?

ok dun set too many goals else will be too stressed trying to keep up. ok move on..
Sunshine ; Thursday, July 23, 2009